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12th-Feb-2010 07:01 pm - Puppet Master
Moulin Rouge- Writer
Puppeteers and Puppet Masters
Strings fall slowly, dolls spin faster

Fall. Fall. Little Doll
Listen close to the one who calls.
He'll string you up and dress you, miss.
And when he's done, trap you with a kiss

You're trapped now, you poor poor thing
You listened to what he had to sing.
Drawn in by song and then thrown around
Transformed by him without a sound

Scream all you want, nobody will hear
Your voice is controlled, it's him that you fear
Your master is waiting, he's coming for you
Take you off the shelf, make you do what you do

Your arms grow limp and your legs get weak
The look in your eyes says that you cannot speak
He comes over you and carries you to the table
And struggle you try, but are not able.

Your skin becomes hard, your smile is plastered,
Your are now victim to the Puppet Master.
9th-Feb-2010 01:55 pm - I live by these lyrics...
We are Sky
Imagine if we lived
Under the weather
We would never be found
Never discovered
If everything goes wrong
If it's one more endless night
You know there always tomorrow
9th-Feb-2010 12:03 am - KaTweet!
Ron
  • 13:35 Go me.. :D
  • 13:36 still wants a burrito button
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5th-Feb-2010 03:42 pm - By myself, I find....
Ron
I have realized I am almost NEVER happy alone. Like, I am for a little bit.. or the feeling just gets pushed deep down only to resurface a week or so later...
But I have made a resolution:
-- be happy single..
-- be happy by myself


.......and that single thought has seriously made me more excited for the army than anything..
i need to figure out who i am, alone. But being alone SCARES ME... I have always worked better with one or more person...All i need to figure out is HOW??


......How can a social advocate.. disocialize himself and enjoy it?

(he can't....)




And the first thing that comes to mind is.. that's fucking impossible. I need people to stay sane. I am LITERALLY insane if I don't get out. I think it might be good to go to a park and write.... butttt.......


.....I lost my journal.. my pride and joy.. my life...

My ex girlfriend has it.. I want it back.... but it's all the way in Richmond.. And I am afraid of her to be honest... :/


So what the fuck am I going to do? I need to stop the want of another person and start with the want of myself.. I need to prove that I am happy with MYSELF.. not with OTHER people being happy with me... I have always wanted to please others.. a servant.. a hero..

It's showertime..


/rant


I'll be distracted for at least 9 weeks in boot camp.. plenty of time to think. :]
4th-Feb-2010 09:10 pm - Fucckkkk
Ron
I forgot about this.. i moved to Tumblr.. but.. .. fuckk

i am tired. kinda drunk.. and feelin great..


but FUCKKKKKKKK i leave in 13 days for the army

and FUCKKKKKKKKK... i am gonna have a hangover in the morning.


and FUCKKKKKKKKKK my sholder hurts.

and FUCKKK i am stuffy...


and fuck..just fuck..


:]
9th-Jan-2010 12:01 am - KaTweet!
Ron
  • 09:46 Oh shit... I didn't realize today was Friday...
  • 20:21 Twitting for the twat
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2nd-Jan-2010 12:04 am - KaTweet!
Ron
  • 09:49 @Elliemichellie rAiny as well!!! New years was quite silly though :) champaigne!!!
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31st-Dec-2009 12:04 am - KaTweet!
Ron
  • 12:23 @Elliemichellie how was Christmas???
  • 12:23 Lasagna and merlot make for a wondrous breakfast
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30th-Dec-2009 12:03 am - KaTweet!
Ron
  • 10:22 @Elliemichellie YAY! ELLI! HIII! *wave wave wave!!*
  • 10:23 I want a burrito button
  • 11:44 @realjohngreen will the health care bill allow me to get that x-ray vision i always wanted?
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25th-Dec-2009 12:04 am - KaTweet!
Ron
  • 23:27 Going down granby blaring attack attack with my boys Eric and Sean!
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